Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Cold and freaking out

I had a bad night. But it's fine. I woke up with  a bad headache and a message from someone I didn't really want to talk to. The blood rushed to my head and my hands were cold. I took a shower and had to sit there thinking. Eyes closed, freaking out. Might have been crying, not sure.
Today has been a long day. It's 11 in the morning. I have had what feels like a full day's stress.
I want to just give in for the day. I want to go sleep. I want to just sleep today away.
But I can't. I know people who are going through way worse than I am, but they are able to be happy  and positive.
I need to do the same. Being negative just makes it worse. So I will smile and be happy today. Wish me luck.
Thanks.
Tyler.

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