Alive

Today I realized something amazing.
I am alive. Living, breathing, feeling, fighting.
I am here. I'm not absent. I'm not walking through life going through motions. I have a lot of pain right now, but I can still feel. I'm not numb anymore.
As much as I don't like what's going on in my life right now, it could be worse. I could be that zombie I used to be. I could just not feel anymore.
I think things are turning around. Sure, I'm borderline homeless, basically unemployed, and struggling to make it and even eat some nights, but at least I'm trying.
Thanks for the support, friends.
Tyler